Feeling very low this week, magazine article come out on Tuesday worse than I thought and I thought it would not be good from the start.Only agreed to do it with my other half due to the car braking down and not being cheap to fix. I've had 2 TV offers but both fell through I so need to get the facts out and away from this 20st lazy fat b*****d headline. Feel as through my other half getting rough end of stick but I am really struggling with my emotions and I don't have any answers yet.
Went to weight management this week saw a friend not seen for a few years and he is not good, smoking caught up with him,(please don't judge him) what a shock did not recognize him straight away it was his voice that I recognized hope he can get the help he needs and life gets better for him. We are all humans and no one especially friends should not suffer like that.
On the subject of weight management having been told to do this by my PCT and having to jump through their hoops I am beginning to think that this type of group help is not for me. I may be selfish still but I think one to one might be better. PCT's motto seems to be one size fits all and no flexibility is allowed,I will keep challenging them so that people get the best treatment for them according to the level of there illness.
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